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happy birthday to my dearest

i just really felt like writing something down. so here i am.

first of all, i really want to wish my dearest girlfriend a happy birthday. my ah ba is now 19 years old. one year short of the big TWENTY. i really hope she had a happy birthday. may all those people who had caused her to be sad burn in hell. only those with a wicked and selfish heart can bear to let a kind and sweet girl like her be unhappy on her birthday.

we’ve known each other for almost a year now. we’ve both really grown a lot in this relationship, learning to give in, accomodate and understand each other. ive learnt to be less sensitive, more tolerant, more understanding. she has also become more sweet, sensitive and understanding towards me. we’ve both gone a long way.

we are considered to be a quarrelsome couple, quarreling very frequently. but even then, it does not change the feelings we have for each other. weve both gotten so used to each other, that living without each other is a big no no.

we have slowly grown to become an integral part of each other’s life. just like family. we do many things together, know each others’ flaws and have accepted all that.i really love this girl. shes really sweet and i dare say she has one of the most pure, kindest heart that most people do not have nowadays. she tries her best to accomodate to everyone, make a smile in the life of others. she love kids and even as a relief teacher, she puts in long hours to help her students do well. she’s a really filial girl and shes really family oriented. she takes care of her sister and constantly keeps her family members in mind. shes also nice to all of her friends and try not to disappoint any of them even if it means she have to sacrifice her sleep, time and boyfriend to be a good friend.

she is always ready to lend her friends a shoulder, a listening ear, someone who is always there for them. she always lends her support to all her friends.

xiao hui really deserves nothing but the best for her birthday. for a girl like her, really deserves everyone’s love and care.

although im not the best person out there, i will try to give her the best i can give in.

today is a special day

haven updated my blog in a long time.

first of all, would like to wish jiaxin a very happy 21st birthday! feel that im a very lousy friend, always being so pre-occupied with my things like tuition and all, always missing important events.

next of all. i came to blog about my wonderful girlfriend, miss beh!

today marks a day which brings us very close to our 1st year anniversary. we’ve been together close to a year already. not yet, but close.

throughout this period of time, we’ve had really lots of memories shared together, got to know each other’s strengths and flaws. it feels like a really long time already. but despite all the minor and major quarrels that we have so often, we are still holding on strong.

well no matter what, i will always want to protect this girl of mine and will not let anyone take advantage of her good nature and innocence. 

i love my girlfriend, MISS BEH.

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chinese new year

as each year comes and go, as everybody else celebrates chinese new year.. i find that chinese new year is reasonably one of the saddest and most unhappy festivals i have to spend.

i hate to wallow in self-pity. but unfortunately my dearest girl is away at malaysia for cny and is too busy to spend a few seconds to sms, so theres really nobody i can talk to despite how miserable i might feel right now.

i couldnt go to my dad’s place for reunion dinner because my mum will be unhappy.

and just, we went to my maternal grandma’s place for just 5 mins cause my mum couldnt wait to leave. she has a problem with almost everybody. its so unfair to me. i haven seen most of my cousins in years. they’ve all grown so much. im the eldest in the whole extended family and i love these cousins cause i watched them grow up.

and yet its cny, i haven even seen them for 5 mins and my mum is hurrying us to go back home.

every cny, everyone else goes to have their reunion and goes house visiting at their relatives.

my cny’s the best. no reunion, joining my uncle’s family for reunion, watch their family reunion and feel like extras.

house visiting, instead of our own relatives, we visit families that are not related to us in anyway because my mum wants to.

i feel really miserable. what kind of cny is this?

it just gets worse each year.

i cant see my dad. i cant see my relatives. i cant see my girlfriend or her family. and joining others for reunion dinner makes you feel worse

“he jia tuan yuan” for everybody except for me.

sighs.

and my gf doesnt have time to lend a listening ear. not even through sms.. i know shes busy with her own family and her own reunion dinner. but surely spending 20 seconds every now and then on texting me to make me feel better doesnt kill right?

i feel so alone in this world..

5am in the morning

is the time when you are supposed to be asleep, and if you are still awake at 5am in the morning, blogging, something is wrong. there just seems to be so much on my mind, i cant get to sleep.

and my dearest miss beh is asleep at the moment so i cant call her and disturb her and tell her all the sadness and blues i feel right now.

first of all, i’m really sad. she’s going back to malaysia this saturday and will be gone for 4 days for chinese new year. and chinese new year is one of the most awaited festivals i really look forward to, but this year i doubt i can really enjoy it, having to miss her for four days. four days is very short – but i still feel very sad knowing that she wont be here to celebrate chinese new year with me.

i wish she wasnt going back like on the first few days of chinese new year, then i could like go back with her; i miss her little cousins – they are extremely cute and their mum’s very nice to chat with.

there’s nothing i can do about i guess. i really love this blur, absent-minded but extremely cute girlfriend of mine.

next to move on.. i’m broke once again! there’s so much things to pay, and the amount of students I have now is definitely not back to last year’s levels yet. my car needs servicing, the tyres needs changing – they are almost botak already. my computer is half-spoilt i need to get a new cpu. i really want to get a wii as well, but dont think its possible anytime soon, and i need a new phone- this phone ive been using for 2 years already, its getting cranky and besides im gonna ORD soon.

but right now im really broke and ive still got loads of bills to settle.

=/

next.. i realised i haven been catching up with a lot of friends like seriously.

florence siew yu min! you’ve always been there for me mostly when i’m really sad and all. but lately we really haven been meeting up or chatting much! but i still want to tell you that you are definitely remembered and i didnt forget you! thanks for everything you have done for me in my darker times.

timothy paul – we’ve been meeting up lesser for supper, but once army is over im pretty sure we will definitely find the extra time to do all the suppers

clement tan- whoa i hate you man clement you are so hard to contact. you almost never reply any sms or answer any calls. your 21st birthday is coming HUH!

adeline yeong – okay la not so bad we still msg and keep in touch. my sister definitely rocks. wont be seeing u for CNY since u will be in msia but enjoy all the same! we catch up when u come back okay!

and walla had an outing recently without ME! =( because they messaged the wrong number about the details. so i missed out.

actually i feel really sad about many things.. but i guess a lot of things will never be resolved. sighs. i feel so lousy

happy new year to all!

its 2009, the year ive been waiting for is finally here. guess it doesnt take much to guess why ive been anticipating this year. ORD LO!

finally the green adventure is going to be over soon. 2008 has been a good year to me. ive got my new love, managed to afford a living and a car and everything’s been pretty okay.

New Year was spent with a few friends and friends of friends. in particularly. my darling miss beh xiaohui, and my evil twin sister Adeline Yeong, as well as my long time brother Timothy the chao angmoh, big bird the sarah, ching, zhen, bright, marcus and a few other friends of my twin’s.

I want to mention a few thanks to a few friends who have made me specially touched! They are Tim and Sarah. Tim knew I was broke and kept offering to lend me money. Thanks, appreciate it! and Sarah’s super sweet, she said if i ever became homeless she would loan me a room at her place! these are the sweet friends who make your day, really!

it wasnt that bad, at least i didnt have a quiet new year by myself. Good new year in contrast to the previous year!

Ive managed to achieve almost everything I wanted to achieve in 2008, now its time to look far ahead, set new goals for myself and be a better person.

belated merry xmas and a happy new year

this year is coming to an end really soon. many things happened this year, both good and bad. but right now i just want to wish everyone a very belated merry xmas and a happy new year.

just like suxian, i feel like i’ve been MIA for quite some time. and suxian i haven seen u in ages although we live so close to each other!

ade, sarah and angmoh, we haven had those gatherings/movie marathons at ade’s place together in awhile. we should do it soon!

buddy jon ong, haven forgotten you as well. haven seen u in at least 3 months i guess. hope to meet up with everyone soon after new year.!

another year has gone past, hopefully we’ve all matured from things that happened and work towards a better future next year.

 

merry merry xmas and a happy new year!

ORD soon!

well im less than 80 days to ORDing now. its all good. cant wait to be done with NS and just get on with my life.

suddenly felt the urge to blog, maybe because I’m feeling gloomy. I dont really know why I’m feeling gloomy. everything’s pretty well at the moment. but i just feel something’s missing. why is it that i always feel something is missing..

perhaps i should start to look for meaningful things to do again to make my life more purposeful and i probably wouldn’t feel this way. i just dont feel too good somehow.

the material aspects of life has been pretty good. i’ve just got my car, second-hand altis. never mind that COE prices has dropped and if i had bought a new car it would have been much better. but what’s done is already done I’ve already bought my black toyota altis for $36.8k - with all the whatnot fees and everything included its $39k. but whatever it is, travelling has definitely become more convenient. i think i have to learn how to manage my finances more prudently instead of spending and splurging now that I have a liability. i have to learn to be ready for a rainy day.

bills and all haven been a problem lately, finances pretty okay. i guess i’m pretty alright for now. just hope things will stay this way and that i can be motivated to carry on to have a positive attitude.

in any case. been together with you for 3 months already. 3 months seem like a pretty short time, but to me it feels like we’ve been together forever already. hahas. hope we can always stay sweet and happy. there are still many things we’ve to learn and go through together.

happy 3 months my dear

today is a good day

today is an exceedingly good day. because why??

because

1. today is 2 months together with my love!

+ ladies and gentlemen..

2. yours sincerely has finally GOTTEN HIS DRIVING LICENCE!!!!